Tuesday, January 1, 2013

Taking Inventory

The first day of the new year.  Time to take internal temperatures.  Reflect on the past year.  Set goals for the new one. 

To be totally honest, I'm feeling a little discouraged today because of where I'm at financially.  Finances and money have been a struggle for me my whole adult life.  I'm just not good at budgeting or saving.  I'm the definition of the spender in life.  So, over the past 3 years in particular I've been trying hard to change my ways, and I've seen a little progress.  I guess I just wanted to be in a different place this year than I was last year.  It doesn't feel much like it.

So this isn't a goal.  It's a fact.  I am going to not talk about it.  Not make excuses for it.  I'm going to change.  At the end of 2013 I will no longer be a spender, I will be a saver.  A budget-er.  Actually at the beginning of 2013, because I repent of my lack of saving ways today.  I want integrity in all things, including my finances.

On a more positive note, I have seen God move in and through me and through my friends this year in ways that have been new and beautiful.  I feel His hand on us and a purpose for the future.  I'm excited to follow on.  I want to keep nothing back from God.  And hold nothing back that He gives me to share.

Jeremiah 42:4

“I have heard you,” replied Jeremiah the prophet. “I will certainly pray to the Lord your God as you have requested; I will tell you everything the Lord says and will keep nothing back from you.”

2 comments:

Amanda said...

Friend, I feel you on the "Spender in life" thing. I am the same way and I determined to not screw it all up again this year. I will be praying for you as I journey on this path myself. Love you!

JannaWilk said...

I LOVE budgets...yes I just said that. haha I was in banking 13 years and just love financial stuff. So seriously though, if you need help on knowing how to set one up, or even knowing where to start I can totally help you! :)
Janna

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