Holy Guacamole

I was just sitting here talking to Chris.  Thinking about the past week and a half.  It's a lot to process.  It's an amazing incredible amount of change and conversation and challenge.  This last two weeks have stretched me spiritually, mentally and emotionally.  And so as I'm typing this out the question I have is this.  What am I supposed to take away, Lord?  Where in all of this stuff that I've been a part of for other people is what you have had for me?